Blind

don't know where to start
how did it start anyway?

i'm falling all over again
i think it's much deeper this time
i wonder how deep?

honestly, i'm not afraid
i think i'm numb this time
just go with the flow
ride the wind as it pass me by
where do all my sanity go?

it fills me up
like a new strength to face each day
exciting hobby
new experience
am i that blind?

it's killing me if i am
it's killing me if i am not
so, either way, i'm dead

i hope one time
and all the time after that
i can let go
and give all i am
totally